well then hes  dick....jk...

but love isnt about kisses u know he should'nt care.

if he really loves you he wont do that,trust me.

lol....that sound like something i would do,and first kisses are sometimes the worst but thats just life,but dont feel bad i still remember my irst kiss,i was so red.and about the energy drink,i get hyper just by drinking half a can,lol

Sounds u like had an awesome day, lucky ducky!  :D  When I get my first kiss I"m gonna title a diary entry that as well and post it on here.  :P
~Kate

just ignore her..~!!

[shosmoochiex]

Yes! Bon Jovi is freakin sweet!

Love your other entry about who was s..xier. I can't decide.

hey, oh cool sounds like a good day.

yeh myn wasnt too bad. i binged a bowl of pasta earlier though. grr. and tips on how to purge it ive tried but cant get it out! xx

Awwwwww thats cute and aslong as you too love each other there shouldnt be an age difference.

nicole.

Awwwwww thats cute and aslong as you too love each other there shouldnt be an age difference.

nicole.

Dude..I totally could read that!!! haha..

Im sorry your throat is hurting and you feel sick.. I would definately write a note..cause feeling crummy and then trying to be active can be hard..I dont know ...Drink lots of fluid and orange juice!!! I hope you get better soon!!! =]

Ugh..I hate when girls did that to me when I was in highschool...It was soo dumb.. But yeah, there was a guy that I dated back in 11th grade..He was a nerd (not to be mean but he was) and I started going out with him because I see past all that..and I didnt care..he was soo sweet..I totally fell in love with him..Well he started to change a little like his hair and stuff..he cut it and bam!..He loooked soo hot.. lol.. then a few weeks later he broke up with me because all these girls were all over him.. He broke my heart..and to this day if he sees me..he cant even look me in the eye.. I think he knows his mistake..because I loved him for who he was.. not what he looked like. =/

Anyway.. its best not to get all crazy over that kind of stuff.. I think you handled it well. Good for you!!! Your bf likes you!! You have nothing to worry about!! =] ttyl hun-A

Just because you are younger than him does not mean that it wont last.. My brother is 18 and he is with a girl who is 15..still in high school everything..and I know I know..It sounds horrible how he is with such a young girl..but really age doesnt matter when you get older.. it only matters when your young..because kids need to mature.But my brother loves her and he is always there for her.. He is very respectful of her. So I thnk it just depends on the guy.

As a matter of fact..Im 21 and Im dating a guy that is 26... and I guess I kinda feel the same way you do..Like I dont know if hes really into me because I feel a lot younger than him.. but You have to have confidence in yourself above all.. If this guy is with you now..next year shouldnt change.. =] You guys are still going to be 2 years apart.. no matter what. =] So just have confidence in yourself.. and just live your life for you.. dont worry about what MIGHT happen..its not important and your stressing yourself over nothing most likely. =]

As for what to say to him..thats all on you.. If you cant think of things to talk about..are you sure you guys are right for eachother?? If you want seomthing to tell him.. tell him this:

"2 muffins are sitting in an oven, one muffin says to the other muffin 'man, its gettin hot in here'..the other muffin turns and says ' Holy crap a talking muffin!!!"

hahaahah.. Thats my favorite joke of all time...so  classic..haha.. Anyway.. hope this helps a little. =/

Have a good day!! -A

Just because you are younger than him does not mean that it wont last.. My brother is 18 and he is with a girl who is 15..still in high school everything..and I know I know..It sounds horrible how he is with such a young girl..but really age doesnt matter when you get older.. it only matters when your young..because kids need to mature.But my brother loves her and he is always there for her.. He is very respectful of her. So I thnk it just depends on the guy.

As a matter of fact..Im 21 and Im dating a guy that is 26... and I guess I kinda feel the same way you do..Like I dont know if hes really into me because I feel a lot younger than him.. but You have to have confidence in yourself above all.. If this guy is with you now..next year shouldnt change.. =] You guys are still going to be 2 years apart.. no matter what. =] So just have confidence in yourself.. and just live your life for you.. dont worry about what MIGHT happen..its not important and your stressing yourself over nothing most likely. =]

As for what to say to him..thats all on you.. If you cant think of things to talk about..are you sure you guys are right for eachother?? If you want seomthing to tell him.. tell him this:

"2 muffins are sitting in an oven, one muffin says to the other muffin 'man, its gettin hot in here'..the other muffin turns and says ' Holy crap a talking muffin!!!"

hahaahah.. Thats my favorite joke of all time...so  classic..haha.. Anyway.. hope this helps a little. =/

Have a good day!! -A

_{You can see if you can get a note from your parents, or talk to a female staff memeber and get a note from them. If that doesn't work then go to your gym teacher and tell him that you are not able to participate becouse of certain issues and ask if there is anything that you can do to make up for it. He will most likely get the hint and not question you about it.}

_{Best of wishes,}

_LibraVamp

You're welcome, I'm glad it helped :)  And thank you for wishing me luck, I need it!

~Tons of love

1. Expressing or characterized by warmth of feeling; passionate: an ardent lover.
2. Displaying or characterized by strong enthusiasm or devotion; fervent: "an impassioned age, so ardent and serious in its pursuit of art" (Walter Pater).
3. 1. Burning; fiery.
   2. Glowing; shining: ardent eyes. http://education.yahoo.com/reference/dictionary/entry/ardent

And then the second one, I'm not really sure.  Maybe it means that when we are courageous it doesn't mean we have no fear, the fear is still there underneath the courage and is rising up to intimidate you.  That's the only thing I can come up with and hopefully that made some sense lol.

~Tons of love

aw. im sorry your day sucked so bad. =[

oh well, just ignore him. he's obviously a jerk.

hope tomorrow is better. =D

lol maybe he thinks ur tryin 2 flirt with him lol anyways i kno wi have mean teACHERS 2 THE ONLY TEACHER i like the most is our arabic teacher lol btw im local just sayin lol

haha, it can totally imagine that happening to me.

but with my luck, he wouldnt've even noticed.

Thats great you got his attention though :]

well, try to practice in front of mirror everyday. After you have little confidence, ask 2-5 friends/ family to become your audience. If it success, ask about 10 people to become your audience and do the same. As time goes by, you won't be nervous and your acting become natural.

or if you have more free time just tape your acting and post it on youtube, but prepare yourself for harsh critics. Do this after you have full confidence in yourself.

Bon Jovi rocks!!!!